AutumnLovely

I always end up in the same situation. Falling in love with someone who is already in love with someone else. I have just received  the most earth shattering news. Seemingly the worst news I’ve heard in the past four years. Why? Because I have been in love with you for that long. All the while making myself believe that if you were to ever to venture into my world that you would allow my hand to guide you. Unfortunately, my one and only wish did not come true. You are in love with someone that I thought eventually, could be me. Now that I know the one percent chance that I had with you has been given to someone who doesn’t even desire to reciprocate your love, I feel empty. You are the only one my heart consistently beats for. There is a light you give your world when you are  in my presence. The unchanging passion I have to learn more about you and the continuous  growth we share personally,mentally,and emotionally, amplifies how madly in love I am with you. But now I have given up on the fairy tale I have been building. This sucks. Rejection in it’s most subtle form. You will never know.